Black Cap Farm

There are so many things I wish that I could change about myself. Things about my personality, my appearance, my weaknesses and character flaws, bad habits I seem to never be able to change. My struggles with anxiety and self-doubts, my tendency to overthink things and get stuck in the past. But, mostly I wish I could go back in time to the younger Amy in Middle School and high school and College and tell myself that it's normal to feel this way. That almost everyone feels this way. That there is nothing wrong with me. That my struggles don't Define me. That I don't have to be accepted by my peers in order to feel loved. That when my heart was broken, it didn't mean that I was broken or that I wasn't good enough. That instead of trying to prove myself to myself, those around me, and somehow show those who rejected me that I was enough, I could go forward with my head held high and my heart full knowing who I was and that I was enough. That God loves me. An